This year is my last year, I'm coming back to classes next week after the holidays and I'm kind of anxious again. To be honest, I don't really want to come back, I don't have any close friends at uni and the classes started to feel obnoxious last year. I don't feel like I'm going anywhere. The other thing that makes me anxious it's finishing uni. I don't really know what I'm going to do. When I finish uni I'm going to lose all the contacts I've made inside. Most of the opportunities I had in my music career were given to me thanks to people I knew there.

Most of the people who finish the career go on to do a master degree abroad, but I don't really feel like it. Even though I would love to visit a lot of countries, I don't know if I could take another year, the last two just seemed so overwhelming. These months I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life as an adult and I just come to the conclusion that I just want a simple life. I would like to live outside of the city, in the woods, work from home and spend my days with my hobbies, composing, walking and programming.

The future is so uncertain. I just hope to keep improving and getting better.